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umm i met a guy lyk 2months ago and i had told a couple of my close friends that i hav herpes but 1 of them decides=d she would tel everyone,even my new bfs cuzin.thn my new bf heard rumours bout me havin herpes then he confronted me about it and i said no but i was upset by the way that he found out.we have had sex before and i kinda told him about it and he said he doesnt care but i feel like he does.our relationship was fine before he new but now that he knows,i feel like hes only with me because he doesnt want to feel alone and with herpes by himself...but i feel like ihave fallen in love with him and he tells me he loves me too.but i dont know what to do because i realy dont want to lose him.help me please