aiko2004

I found out I have herpes about a week ago, have been dealing with my first OB & coming to terms with my diagnosis. I've always been tested, had protected sex & havent had any intimate relationship in over a year (my last test showed I was clean). I am sure I recieved herpes from unprotected sex with my current boyfriend. When I talked to my boyfriend on ths phone today about testing positive & getting prescribed aclyclovir he was in complete denial he gave ne herpes. He just kept saying he was clean, he doesnt know how I wouldve gotten herpes, etc. Needless to say it started an argunment and I am beyond hurt how someone who says they love me wont take responsibility. I dont know what to think or say, I am beyond heartbroken and feel so disgusting...

Remember dont let H take over your life; it does not define who we are :-)

Your post are so inspirational & bring such a positive focus back into view. I enjoy reading them! :-)

Ive been reading up on how to treat my first OB, prevention & so on. I just wanted to see if anyone would share insight on their diet & how it affects their OB? Any advice or insight is greatly appreciated because Im still confused, there's so many different resources & opinions! :-/

Thanks! Im still in the painful stage of the outbreak & imgoing CRAZY. Im so uncomfortable urinating & just keep trying to tell myself this is the worst part & will pass but I feel so defeated. Ive do the pouring water trick & blow dryer (oddly helps the most) but I am just frustrated having to do all these steps. Im currently taking care of a family member & i feel like i can barely take care of myself right now. One good thing is i stopped crying & been praying alot & trying not to stress, really hard since I have anxiety. I guess I just have to take this one day at a time. Thanks for the support & advice, you dont know how much it truly helps!!! :-)

Hi, Im on this site because i have no one to talk to. Im still in shock, ashamed, scared, hurt & every negative emotion in between. Long story short: I fell in love & made the choice to have unprotected sex for the first time. Of course he told me he's clean & would never put my health in jeopardy... We've been intimate for about a month. This saturday i started feeling sick, by tuesday i was in excrutiating pain & had to go to planned parenthood; I honestly thought I had a Bartholin abscess. When the nurse told me it looked like i have a herpes outbreak i went into shock & cried. She did the test, gave me an overview, put me on acyclovir, & I will get my results in about a week. Im in so much pain, the outbreak is giving me a fever & the blisters are unbearable! Urinating is a challenge and the pain wont cease; does it get better? Even with everything i dont even know how to tell my boyfriend about the outbreak. Ive been with 5 guys total, the other 4 i used protection... I feel dirty & dont know what to think or feel with him. Is it possible he has the virus & doesnt know? I dont understand too much so if anyone could explain Id greatly appreciate it. Overall im just scared, I feel alone & cant stop crying. I dont know what to think or where to go from here...