So today I found out I have herpes , I don't understand how it happened to me , I haven't had many sexual partners , my boyfriend was a virgin when we had sex , , the doctor said if could of gotten it orally , but hes never gone down on me , I have a cold spread the past week , say Tuesday , we had sex, I went down on him ( didn't think anything of it ) the next day I had symptoms , felt so feverish and just so weak , then I started to see bumps , thought they see in-grown hairs, but got way worse the next day , it hurt so bad to go to the bathroom. So I thought maybe I should get this checked out , not even thinking I had herpes , when the doctors told me she was sure it was herpes (my lab test hasn't come back yet ) I froze in shock , how can I have herpes !! Why me? You go in high school learning about s.t.d's and whatnot but it doesn't matter until you have it , I just feel so dirty , im too young to be dealing with this , I shouldn't have to deal with this , I don't understand why it happened to me , I feel disgusting about myself now , I feel like everyone's judging me , family says it's fine you'll be okay , how can I be okay knowing I have an std ? I just don't get it ... I'm so confused and scared , I have no idea what to do