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I paid only $18 at winn dixie. It was the same price at cvs, walgreens and wAlmart if you have any of those Around you. I feel the same way about telljng people. I tell my mom everything Nd when I got on the phone with her this week it killed me not to break down and let it out. I feel like I'm bottling it up but I don't want Abyone to know. It's not a death sentence, but if I'm taking it this badly And I'm the one who has to live with it how is everyone else going to take it? Ione day maybe it won't seem like such a burden.

Thanks for the kind words. I've definitely been struggling since i found out, especially dealing with a painful outbreak. My boyfriend has been laying low and I think we're going to meet up this weekend. I feel like being alone plus the pain is no fun, so in hoping the symptoms will have died down by Saturday. I'm thinking back to the conversation with my FIB and I hate how I pretty much accused him of givin it to me. It just seems odd to me that me and my bf would get it at the same time both within a week of me sleeping with him ... I don't want him to have it for his sake butt I want to know where I got it. Just curious about te test, but if he has it and it's experiencing symptoms isn't it still possible for him to initially rest negative? I guess it's just a waiting game. A couple of questions I have that I'm hoping to he answered - my sores started bleeding, slme times a lot, sometimes a little. How long is it until I can expect this to end once I get to this stage? What does everyone think about suppresive therapy straight off my first outbreak? I dot want to go through this again but how necessary is it? My dr didn't really talk about this with me. Is herpes regarded as a pre-existing condition? My new insurance is starting in a couple of weeks and I'm wondering if my treatment will be covered or not. I hate this all. I wish I had someone to talk to about here. I catch myself staring off in space at work wondering how this will change my life. How I could have been so silly and careless all these years. Wondering when the pain will go away and if this means the end of my dating life. Am I stuck? I'm so lost.

I was just diagnosed with herpes. My boyfriend and I both got symptoms the same weekend. Neither of us have experienced symptoms before and my doctor said it was strange we should both get out initial outbreak at the same time. My doctor asked if we were monogamous. Well, I slept with one of my hook up buddies about a week before Tgis all happened. It was the first time since I started seeing this ther guy. Is it probable that I got it from him? I just got of the phone with him and he said neither he nor his kind of girlfriend has ever had symptoms. He said he slept with one other girl before me (recently) and she dd the 12 panel test and was neg. I didn't want to point fingers at him bc anything is possible with this disease but it all just seems so strange. He's. Getting tested tomorrow so I guess I'll see then. Other than that I'm having a hard time talking to people. I don't rally want to call or text anyone back even the guy I'm seeing. Just want to be alone for a whole and figure things out. I guess that's normal but I feel badly and I feel horrible for the guy I'm seeig as he wants to talk but I want to w alone. Any thoughts?