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I've had a very mild case, dormant most of the time, for 30 years. I've been celibate the whole while and likely will never fess up to anyone but here etc. You could consult a good astrologer... Meaning, it was likely transits that enabled this.... At some other time it may have backfired. My concern is that if you tell someone, depending on where you live, it will spread. This may be an unfortunate pun. That's the crux, love yourself. Much of everything out there, in context, is conditional. Heck, it's not even personal if you get me. We're all a bunch of programs living within larger programs...