Andromeda

Hello :) I am in Seattle, WA and am VERY new with what I'm almost positive is HSV2 (I'm cringing just typing that). I am struggling with this:( I'd love a Buddy that's pretty educated on the subject to help guide me out of this bummer state I am in. Thank you! Cheers

*correction... He was not responsible enough to wear a condom. I have also not told anybody no one in my family and I would be horrified to tell the doctor. I did tell him and he said yeah that sucks but.... Which just enraged me even more

I have not been tested or diagnosed... I know I have type 2 as I researched massively after noticing a small soar... Then I had ALL of the symptoms :(. He told me he had it I just didn't know how serious it was (I was not educated and I know that's my responsibility to be educated). He was not responsible enough to wear protection to keep from spreading it. I'm really disappointed in myself and so ashamed, embarrassed, humiliated by this. I'm a real big health nut and after reading all these things that I am going to be more susceptible to... It's got me super paranoid that I'm going to get some terminal illness just from having H. I have not told anybody... no one in my family and I would be horrified to tell the doctor. I did tell him and he said yeah that sucks but.... Which just enraged me even more. Ugggh the worry the anxiety I am just horrified and extremely saddened :(. Thank you for your reply it is greatly appreciated :)

Got H from a guy I'm seeing and I am miserable and depressed like I can never date again. I do not sleep around I keep long relationships. I feel like I don't like the guy I'm seeing and that makes me sick as I don't think I want to be with anyone I'm so ashamed. How can I get over this how can my sex life be normal if ever again. :(