Hi all
I am waiting for my tests results but I am pretty sure I got HSV2. I don't have cold sores but it is red around my meatus urinarius and it is burning since 10 days. I received oral sex 9 weeks ago and 4 weeks after, it was burning but only for 5 days.
I am desperate, I don't know how i will be able to handle it. I did'nt sleep well since so long. I feel very depressed and I have so many regrets not to have protected myself. I am wondering how it will be possible to have a normal life with this disease, a wife that i will love and not be scared to give the virus to her, and children.
I feel a little bit better when i am on this forum but each morning when I woke up, the reality destroys me