That's very true! Maybe I need more time to myself. I do know that I always hated being single and while I do go through moments where I want to be in a relationship this is the first time in my life I have been happy single. And I imagine that's because I don't feel like I should be in one like this. I know I deserve to be happy, loved and all that blah blah blah but I guess mostly for me is that it was hard for me before to find someone and now It's going to be harder so I don't try and I'm happy not trying and failing. Does that make sense?