callmecrazy26

I did, you are right, that is y being here is just been a blessings in helping me cope

Thanks everyone I know u are all right, just that those fake guys make it harder for good guys to know the truth. Once u r honest, things go downhill.

Thanks guys, I'm getting to the point of forgetting I have it. I'm thinking how I don't want to keep feeling this way up and down, powerless and rejected, what if I don't tell guys but make sure I'm extra careful. I mean no one tells or ask anyone before kissing if they have had cold sores before? Still a risk since u can't see inside someone's mouth as oppose to being able to see on the pubic area.

i just told a guy friend who wanted to sleep with me but after hearing that i have herpes, i can tell he is turned off and doesn't even want to kiss me, i feel like i have contracted herpes all over again, depress and feeling shitty, help!!

@ PositivelyBeautiful ,@ WCSDancer2010 : thank you very much , I appreciate the support.

@WCSDancer2010 thanks for the links, was interesting reading the stories

all even though it was just sex, my ego is bruise when someone throws uu under the bus like u r some scum of the earth

the hardest thing for me is that from now on i will never be seen as me, with all my flaws and all but to all herpes to the mix, no ones want to have this or come into contact with ppl like me

thanks for commenting, i did an iGg blood test and my index number is 8 . if i have it there are no symptoms plus i didnt pass it on to this guy.

So I know a lot of ppl engage in casual sex and they don't know they have H, I recently had casual sex with a guy on 2 occasions and the last time I got a bad swelling and itching in my vagina, I thought nothing of it until my doc told me I was exposed to herpes, I never had symptoms and still doesn't, so is being exposed means I have it because I read if u don't get sores and do the culture swab then u might not have it. Anyways I accept the fact that I do have it, so I thought it was the guy who gave it to me but turns out he doesn't have it and after I told him, he just stop talking to me and I haven't said anything to him either. I am scared of running into him at a club or anywhere in town since the town is small, so I just gave up on my social life, I couldn't face him, what must he think of me to exile me like that. And how can one think of casual sex ever again, I don't want a relationship, it's not for me, so I guess staying by myself for life is my only option. Please let me hear your thoughts.

Hi, just recently found out I have both H types and I didn't take it well sometimes I forget and other times I'm confuse and sad, I'm looking for a buddy in the hawaii area or anyone anywhere who doesn't mind talking instead of texting or emailing all the time.