witchofportobello

hey! omg thank you so much for your kind words, for reaching out, thank you. I'm glad to know that I'm not unique. Unfortunately, there isn't a support group in northern jersey. I am going to look into starting one. I can't help but be so angry at the stigma attached to.

Hey I'd like a buddy don't care if it's male or female in the NJ area. I'm newly diagnosed and I'd love to have someone to talk to about this. Mostly I just want positivity to talk about life and this journey full of highs and lows. I know there is absolutely a spiritual dimension to this that is undeniable. I'd like to talk to someone about this perspective.

Hello everyone, I'm new to (h) opportunity. I actually found you guys last night and decided to create a membership today. I believe I'm experiencing my first outbreak, I will know for sure this coming Monday, but all roads point to that direction in terms of symptoms. The first day (3 days ago) that I was told it's very likely that I have genital herpes..I took it well. I immediately said to myself better to know than not to know, and that from this day forward this would be a prompt to take better care of myself both physically and emotionally, to change me relationship dynamics for more healthy ones, and truly love and value the person that I am. I felt strong and empowered. I even reached out the guy I had been seeing for the past 6 months immediately to let him know. On the second day, I guess I went into denial mood, holding out hope that it was some kind of bacterial or yeast infection. I spent all of yesterday convincing myself that I will find someone who will love the entire package and that my dreams of having a family are not in the toilet. Today, I'm a total and utter mess. I have all of these racing negative thoughts about who I am as a person and my worth. I feel like a horrible person, like a disgusting horrible person. I've really gone off the deep end today no matter what I do I can't talk myself back. The thought that even if I have it my partner only had a 4% chance of contracting anything. When do you stop crying and imagining every worst case scenario possible? Please tell me I'm not unique in having racing negative thoughts that just won't let up.