My significant other and I both have hsv2, so I don't fear passing the virus between us. I am on suppressive therapy, he isn't. My sex drive has gone way down since getting the virus and mostly I feel like a complete germaphobe now.
The questions I ask will be personal, but, who else can I ask? I ask for experiences, input, etc..
In the recent months after getting diagnosed I felt I had to shower after sex, wash my hands, wash the sheets. It got to the point where I made sex less enjoyable for the both of us because I was so obsessed about being 'clean'.
I hate myself for the way I act because it's straining my relationship so badly.
How do I calm down and just relax and enjoy myself again?