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@WCSDancer2010 Thanks for the insight. Well I felt that was a way of God bringing me back on track because I was planning on going so many wrong directions. Thanks a lot for sharing youe experience with me. I feel kinda relieved that someone understand what I went through. You are absolutely right, anyone could contract it. Thanks for the insight. I will be sure to look read the success stories part. Thank you so much :).

Sure and you too :) @brynn2012 .

@brynn2012 Hi B, thanks for sharing your experience and perspective. I am glad you started going to church. In my time, 2013 I tried to understand if I was way off track with my relationship with God that is why he brought me back to him and as a matter of fact, he is the only one that can bring me through this. I hope your church inspires you. I can relate with the fact that you were chasing the wrong things, because that was one of the same issues I had. I strongly agree, some people might seem nice just to get what they want but might not have a genuine interest in anything long-term; it will not be worth it to even share much of your business with them. You are right, I myself was not as knowledgeable about any of this until I contracted it. People have the right to reject or accept me when it comes to this matter that does not mean there is something wrong with me. Once again, thank you so much. I really appreciate you taking the time to make me feel better. we will talk as time goes on. Lets stop punishing ourselves, whatever was meant to have happened would eventualy happen no matter how we try to avoid.

Hi, I would really like to have a H buddy, someone I can share experiences with, seek advice from and vice versa. I am a 22 year old female, I live in New York. I don't mind the gender as long as we can relate with each other. Quote my post and we can go from there :)

Hi Everyone, I hope you lot are doing great. I am surprised at myself for doing this, because I never really imagined anyone else going through the things I went through. I found out that I contracted herpes in the year 2013, via oral sex. That was the year I had first been in a sexual relationship, but I guess I did not conduct any research before having sex. When I found out, it made me feel like, that was the punishment I deserved for going against my beliefs when it came to sex. This experience had a huge impact on me psychologically; but things are getting better. The hardest part of this experience so far for me, is keeping it a secret; this is the most draining. This is the first time I actually got the courage to something about it. Since this experience, I find myself not wanting to get close with anyone who is interested in me; I push people away and preferred to remain in isolation. I am a devoted Christian and have prayed several times about this situation I am facing. I did some research and found this site; I needed to let it out at some point. I seek advice on even bringing this topic up if I decide to have a future relationship. It will be helpful, coming from someone who has actually experienced what it is like to live with herpes. I am holding up, and I hope you all are too. As much as we all need support from one another, God will see us through. I hope to connect with some good people here. Thanks for taking the time to read my post. Xoxo