New2H

Hi, I am 22 and just found out i have this horrible virus. I think i am coping ok but would just like to talk to someone about how i can stop myself from going into that depressing state every single time it crops to my mind. I don't mind who i talk to really; same age group or just someone who can help me cope better than i am. Thing is i have always been that strong minded person who likes to help others but i am at that point where i just want someone to talk to. I have done my research from what this means long term to relationship but none of it is making sense to me. I have plucked up the courage to tell one person but i am still not doing so well so i thought i'll give a forum a whirl, a bunch of people who are going through the same as me. Would just like someone to help me get through it. I am fed up of thinking bad about myself and go from happy to unhappy every so often! I would be extremely grateful if there is someone who can help me. I don't mind how far a way you are, better if you are close, but just need a buddy! Thanks Xx