SSS123

Hi everyone, I am new to this, I haven't even been diagnosed yet. My appointment is tomorrow but I know that the moments coming, I cannot stop thinking about how horrible this is and why me, how me. I am not comfortable in my own body (considering my first outbreak has been severe I hope this will soon get better). At this point I am too embarrassed to even tell anyone about it. I'm 18 and looking to talk to someone male or female.