regretforever

I am so freak out, when I diagnosed genital herpes. I have a kid and a wife, I am so afraid of she leaving me for knowing that I have genital herpes.I do not fear the herpes or those symptom.I fear the react that people know I got genital herpes. I fear the discrimination that if people know I have genital herpes. somebody help me. I am 30, male, living in China. My wife doesn't know yet, and I have not intercourse with her since I found I may have STD. I am really regret and hope god will give me a second chance. But time can not go back. I have to face my live, my work, my family. I feel really terrible. I really need some help.