I understand how you feel, I was diagnosed a few days ago and I found out at work. the bad part is I been talking to someone for a about 8 months we hadn't kissed nor had sex but we didn't see each other a lot because I just wasn't ready to be in a relationship because of how bad my last relationship ended almost two years ago. We also wok opposite shifts as well and our off days were not the same, but we had just discussed dating and taking it to the next level and then 3 days later BOOM I was told I had HSV 2. I cried and cried and cried but the same day that I found out I decided to tell him and surprisingly he took it well. He's still around not ignoring me and we are moving forward with our relationship however, I can't speak for the future only for the now and right now he's willing. So I said that to say this there is someone for you but you have to understand that it takes a special (mature) kind of person to deal this diagnoses with your partner. I too thought the same thing I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life, know that I have HSV 2 it made me feel less confident and it took something from me that I don't think that I can ever get back until I accept the fact that I have HSV 2 and it's not going anywhere. So trust me you are not alone!!!