Hi Lara93, Thanks so much for replying. I am crying because my bf reacted exactly the way I thought. I explained to him about the risks and showed him the research but he refused to listen. Because we are so sexual, I wanted to tell him immediately. I felt it was the responsible thing to do. The only other person I told was my sister and she being the deeply religious person that she is promptly told me I was disgusting. So far I am getting two responses from people when the subject is brought up. the first is disgust and then the other is indifference. I know its not the end of the world, my brain, the research done and reading others stories like yours are inspirational but my heart and mind is saying get real. My family will not understand just as my I'm assuming now ex boyfriend, didn't. In this ridiculously large city you would think considering the fact that this virus is so common, more folks would be aware of it. I pray that I will be where you are in a few months. Right now, I am just too raw.