My boyfriend has H and I don't, but I've made the decision to continue to be intimate with him. Your boyfriend made the same decision, and was entirely informed before doing so. I'm sure it's normal to feel extremely emotional when getting your diagnosis, but herpes is also incredibly stigmatized. Knowing it's just (an albeit uncomfortable) skin condition, and not an STD that will lead to infertility or death, it's not something he should be resenting you for. If anything, it's better for you to see this side of him because if he really is going to be so mad at you then you're better off without him. Under the assumption that we are all consenting and informed adults entering into a sexual relationship, you take on that risk for yourself. Sleeping with my boyfriend I know that in theory yes, I could get H, but that's a choice that I'm making and I've made my peace with it. It seems as though your boyfriend did the same thing, but maybe didn't really think about it realistically. You did nothing wrong, and in fact did so much right to try to ensure that he was making an informed decision. I hope that he comes around, but if he doesn't then good riddance.