Earlier today my doctor called and gave me the bad news, I have 1&2, and I've never had an outbreak. I had no idea anything was even wrong. In fact, I almost didn't even go get the STD test done, because I didn't have any symptoms of anything but then I figured hey it won't hurt I might as well, it has been a while since my last test, I know it will get easier, and I'm only really upset because I just found out but all that keeps running through my head is that it's never going to be the same being intimate with somebody, because I'm always going to be afraid, sorry for rambling. I don't even know what I'm on here to figure out, just thought maybe reading or hearing from other people that have known about having it longer might calm me down. I'm only 21, I didn't see this coming. I haven't even seen the doctor again yet, I don't go back until Tuesday. What should I be expecting when I go see the doctor on Tuesday anyways?