Hazloko

What exactly does it mean that my levels were 4.3 for hsv-2? She called and told me she only had like a minute to talk, and to ask my questions quick and that we have to talk about the rest on Tuesday.

I called my doctor this morning to find out about the number or what ever and they told me that they didn't have time and then I'll just have to wait until Tuesday to find out. That just felt like a slap across the face. Call me and give me terrible news, and then tell me oh well we can't tell you anything else until Tuesday

I kind of rushed her off the phone because I was so upset, anything she told me after that wasn't going to stick in my head anyways, I'll call tomorrow and ask for the levels that it tested

But she said that I definitely tested positive for type 1 and 2 herpes

I was having a pap smear when I decided to get the STD test, she took swabs in my vagina and did blood tests but I'm not sure if the swabs are like to test for herpes or if the blood tests were there weren't any sores or anything she said that everything looked okay it didn't look like anything was wrong down there. I see her on Tuesday, and she's mailing me the test results as well

@lifegoesonn thank you. I really appreciate the response, I inboxed you.

Earlier today my doctor called and gave me the bad news, I have 1&2, and I've never had an outbreak. I had no idea anything was even wrong. In fact, I almost didn't even go get the STD test done, because I didn't have any symptoms of anything but then I figured hey it won't hurt I might as well, it has been a while since my last test, I know it will get easier, and I'm only really upset because I just found out but all that keeps running through my head is that it's never going to be the same being intimate with somebody, because I'm always going to be afraid, sorry for rambling. I don't even know what I'm on here to figure out, just thought maybe reading or hearing from other people that have known about having it longer might calm me down. I'm only 21, I didn't see this coming. I haven't even seen the doctor again yet, I don't go back until Tuesday. What should I be expecting when I go see the doctor on Tuesday anyways?