An almost result

[Helzbelz88]

Today the receptionist told me my results were back and I could wait for a nurse to get them ,so I did.

 

Spent about 20 mins preparing myself for the positive that I know it will be, telling myself I already know the results so don't panic or freak out - obviously I was fooling myself with this.

Then I see the nurse and she gives me the concerned face look then as we sit down she says "how are you doing?"

 

I literally almost burst saying The results! You have them! The receptionist said you do!

 

Turns out the results were for the STD swabs that I already knew we're fine.

 

I literally burst into tears and then rattle off everything I know about herpes and then start breathing again.

 

The nurse tells me I'm doing so well and know so much.

 

The whole scene is funny when I think about it now.. Guess no matter how much I try to control how I'm going to react I can't.

[HerryTheHerp]

They say that waiting is the hardest part...it can also drive you crazy. Good luck and we're here for you either way. Keep your chin up.

[Helzbelz88]

Thank you :)

 

Regardless of what happens from here I have already gained so much perspective on a lot of things.