I'm Still Shocked

[ThatJerseyGirl]

Happy Friday all you lovely people!

 

I haven't posted in awhile because I've just been swamped with work and getting adjusted into my new house. Also took a little trip to Florida on halloweekend because I needed to just get away from New Jersey for a little. But! I come bearing good news! I met someone! He lives about half an hour from me and at first, I didn't want to tell him until he really got to know me. Then just one day, he wanted to hang out and I decided to tell him in a super long paragraph. I did it through text because I was at work and especially with things like disclosing, face to face communication still makes me nervous.

 

I let it be known I was used to people running, so if he wanted to also, I understood. And what he told me surprised me more than him just saying "I'm not going to run" he told me his ex (who he has a child with) has it. And that with the proper precaution she safely delivered their son and didn't pass H on to him either. I feel amazingly happy knowing that lots of hang outs and late night talks later, I have a boyfriend and he accepts me for who I am, not what I have.

 

This new chapter in my life was very scary at first but I am so so ready to live it as a happy 20 year old. I'm done being depressed and having scary thoughts. I actually get ready for work singing now. And all though my singing voice is totally bad. Like 2004 Clay Aiken bad, it's the way I show I'm truly happy :)

 

It gets better.

 

-Maia

[Ladyangxo]

Gives me hope..

[2Legit2Quit]

So happy for you!

[ThatJerseyGirl]

@ladyangxo all you need is a little hope. The day I met him I was having such a crappy few weeks and something told me to just take a chance and go out. And I did. And I'm so glad I did. Like my tattoo on my shoulder says "The World May Be Broken But Hope Is Not Crazy."

[Ladyangxo]

@thatjerseygirl

[Ladyangxo]

Thank you