Recurrent Cut like lesion - GHSV1

[Jackattack]

Hi there, quick run down.  Diagnosed with GHSV1 10 years ago which was my initial OB.  Thanks to my then BF having a cold sore and kissing me 'down under'. Only had 2 outbreaks since.  One in 2014 (blisters). 2nd outbreak in June (1 x small cut like lesion). So two very different outbreaks. I have always been on Valaciclovir (500mg daily for the last 4 years).  Since my last OB, I have been on Lysine tablets, 2,000mg of Valaciclovir to make it go away.  My issue is this 1 tiny little cut that re-opens after being intimate with my husband.  I use excess amount of lube too.  I let it heal (which it does quickly). Leave it for a few weeks and then it's back again.  I s this HSV1 coming back? Or is this because my skin is thin ? I have always been on Diane pill (birth control).  I am  very depressed and frustrated and I've become obsessed over this .  I have googled so much my eyes are sore! I don't seem to know anyone that has HSV1 or 2.  I'm feeling very alone and I feel as though I will never have an enjoyable sex life again.

[sarahsfocus]

Surely it's  hsv1.i had a sore spot on my lady part.i don't know if it was because I kept touching it but I had a cut mark on my lady parts.i went to the doctor after 2 days and the doctor  said I was irritated down there so she swabbed me and made me wait 7 days.Thank God it wasn't  herpes.it came back negative.i know how you feel.being scared.