laur6588

im in the same boat. im in my first OB and never been so scared. and the peeing is the worst. I literally hold it in until I cannot hold it in anymore and then let it go like you. This is the most scared I have ever been in my life. I feel like because I contracted herpes I have contracted hiv. im scared about that a lot now too. the anxiety I have is killing me. Im throwing up, not eating, shaking, clamy hands and I don't know how to deal with it. I cant even sleep im so scared. any words of advice???

why am I so scared? did you feel dizzy and sick? I have already thrown up from nerves. I am so scared. thank you for responding.. I really need to talk

I did get tested for HIV and it came back negative but they insisted I come back in three months for re testing and I am scared. I really don't know what herpes is about, except that its a std and that I will have it forever. I understand what you mean about it being the only thing to make you stop and fix the bad things in your life because I don't think I would have seen how I was living crazy if I did not come down with these symptoms. But now I am freaking out about it all. I cant eat.. I have not eaten in like 2 days. I have a panic disorder already, so this just intensifies it completely. I don't think I have ever been so scared in my entire life.

I am very worried. I am almost positive I have herpes, but am still waiting on the test results to come back. I have more than one sore now and it started to get painful and tingling and burning when pee itchiness... I am really scared and my mind is like stuck on the fact that if now I may have been exposed to HIV. I cant get the thoughts out of my mind. I am all alone up where I live, I don't know how to talk to anyone about this because I don't know anyone who has this, and I am scared. I got tested for HIV three days ago it came back negative but they insisted I come back in 3 months for retesting. I really need some insight on what I am dealing with. I feel light headed and dizzy and I am freezing but my palms are sweating. My heart is beating so fast, and I have never been so scared. Can anyone help ease these thoughts?

I went last week... all the other std tests came back negative... except the herpes one has not come back yet. But today I noticed a second sore... At first it only burned when I peed and was really itchy. but now it feels like I have something there and is a little bit annoying. But I keep going back to the fact that my mind is convincing me that I have HIV... like I am saying to myself "well if I got herpes and everyone was telling me that I did not have it, then I probably have hiv as well. I know they are two different diseases but this is my mind telling me these things and I am so scared now. But back to the herpes, I am almost 100% sure now that it is herpes because my symptoms now would be indicative of it. I think I also found blood on the toilet paper today after I wiped. I am all alone up where I live and I don't have anyone to talk to.

I am almost positive I have herpes. I am freaking out because this would be my first outbreak. I am also now scared that I have hiv because I have herpes. I don't know whats going on and I feel all alone. I am panicking and starting to feel faint. My head feels heavy and the room gets darker and I feel dizzy. My hands are cold but yet still sweating. I need to talk to someone anyone! please help me.

im really scared I think I may have herpes. I am waiting for the results to come back but I have a blister and it started stinging when I was peeing and now it hurts a lot. I am scared I don't know whats going on and im all alone. I don't know anyone with this virus so I have no one to talk to. What does this mean?? does anyone else have fear that they also were exposed to hiv because I cant seem to get that thought out of my head now. I never been so scared in my life. I don't know what im dealing with and I never have been so scared in my life. I cannot stop panicking. someone please help.