I already know how horrible what I did was, and I know he has a right to know and a choice. It was really selfish and I feel bad about it. I'm not going to say my reasons because I know there's no excuse for it. But I really like this guy a lot I feel like I could have something real with him and I know I probably already fucked that up.
So, I know I have to tell him, it's the right thing to do. I know there's a good chance he will hurt and pissed off. I'm so scared to tell him, I wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see me again, I just need some help with how do I tell him?? I'm a really shy/quiet person and I'm afraid I'll have a hard time getting the words out, or start crying but I dont want to do that. I was thinking of saying that I need to talk to him about something serious, then say I wasn't honest with him, and tell him Im really sorry, and then I have no idea how to actually say it I even have a hard time saying "herpes" , like do I just come out and say "I have h"?
I'm also concerned about the timing, I want to tell him in person, but I imagine when I see him he will driving or taking me somewhere and idk. Please help.