So I've been doing wayy better about H now and I most always forget that I have it now. It doesn't bother me that bad like it used to, I've been going out and getting back to myself. Having fun and what not. So much so that I went to have some drinks out at a bar and actually got pretty messed up... Buy then my ex shows up at the bar and well we were kissing and stuff, after bar close we went to my house to crash, but he wouldn't let me sleep, he wanted to have sex. I said no sex at all! I was pretty drunk and fell asleep and well he did anal with me... And I know that I was having a little outbreak, I have no sores or Anything but I feel a little odd. And like I sai he didn't know I have H but I also was way too drunk to function and I was half asleep . Do you think he'll get it :- / I'm so worried! It was a mistake and I regret me even being that intoxicated. What do I do!? Help any advice, I feel helpless. I feel horrible.