Doctor 1 and 2 and the dreadful wait

[Saddest]

I went in yesterday, my vagina opening was a little red but did not hurt. He swabbed said idk 50/50 (nice hey) and said I had to wait a week. I literally died inside expesually not knowing. It doesn’t hurt and there is a little pink spot on the vagina lip hurts only a little when I touch it roughly. I went in today to get valtrex because if anything I don’t want to go through the horrific pain of a first outbreak. It was a different doctor. A female this time. She looked and said I don’t see anything and I’m 99% your test will come back negative. Has this happened to any of you ? What was your outbreak like? I’m not in any pain except emotionally 

[sarahsfocus]

maybe this doctor is right and you don't have nothing. I know how you feel though. waiting is the worst part.when I waited 9 days to get my herpes test results I thought I would die from being nervous. just try and stay calm and think happy thoughts. Sarah