Almost 4 months and no improvement even with antiviral confused (Male)

[Downfall]

Hello 

male 35

i believe I contracted H in April,first outbreak early August was horrible the worst experience I have had emotionally and physically ironically I was talking on the phone (i live in France far from her)to my to be future wife I told her she is my world, next morning hade the worst headache never had one like that and right after 2 days the nightmare began,something strange happened I believe when I’ve been exposed April 15 days later I got sick couldn’t move for 3 days I thought I was kinda bad cannabis we consume here in France but I turned out my first OB but why my first OB was 3 month after my exposure till this moment I wake up with a messed up penis 😔 ever morning it’s inflamed and small blisters all over penis shaft,glans always dry and inflamed and red after washing with Soap,am taking daily Acyclovir 800 mg I added 200 to that  but nothing worked my doctor told me this is nothing and like everybody has this it’s not a big deal she doesn’t no Sh#*%,am not going to take about love life in the future I just want to feel normal like before I know it’s stupid to hate my self because of H everybody has a problem if not physically deffenatlly psychologically thanks for reading 

so lost and confused man!

[Annabelle8787]

How do you know this is herpes? Did your doctor do a swab? 

[Downfall]

Diagnosed by my doctor she examined my penis then said it’s nothing dangerous at all it’s just a virus and most people have it but am sure it’s herpes when I first started to feel up normal I hade an ED almost like my penis was shrinking then small pimple on tip of penis I popped it then another big soft round one on penis shaft then after few days full blown herpes OB then it went worse and worse I couldn’t go to the doctor because it was the weekend I barley slept was losing my mind then Monday August 6 i started my medication 3 month now still in pain.