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Sab123

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  1. I know the feeling day by day you will feel better I got lucky and had an amazing support from my boyfriend who I was already with when I found out who does not have and I have no contact with my ex so I do not know if he does but it does get easier
  2. A year ago today was what felt like the worst day of my life I remember all I wanted to do was cry and at one point I felt like I didn't wanna live becIse of this diagnosis I know a little over dramatic but I'm sure everyone on here has felt that way I thought my life was over and it would never be the same. One year later And I am perfectly fine happy and normal. I'm here to tell those of you who find out this diagnosis today tomorrow or a month from now you will be ok! Life goes on and I've been lucky my first ob was my only so far. Thank god no one wants an ob lol. At first I hated myself I felt gross and disgusting how could I let this happen I had only two serious partners my current and my ex for 7 years!!!!! I was just unlucky I guess a year ago today I hated my life but now I'm fine and you will be too. Stay strong and take every day as it comes when you feel an ob come on start your meds you will be fine. I'm not going to lie to you some times I do get scared or sad when I think it might happen but as quick as that fear comes it goes. I'm so proud of where I have come and I wouldn't wish anyone to feel how I did a year ago. I'm not perfect I may have an ob next week or next month I hope not but you never know. But I will be okay my life is normal as anyone else's. I hope a year from now it's even better. I thank god everyday that my situation is a bad one. Sorry that I'm rambling lol I don't even know if this is making sense I'm typing while I'm working. I just wanted to share with everyone my year update. Thanks for listening
  3. Does anyone get ob on there legs ? I'm still not sure what it is or of this is normal I had a bump on my left mid tight near the inner part and it was small almost looked like a water blister with fluid inside I had this once before and I'm treating as a outbreak there's no sever pain more like annoying feeling that it's there some times I even forget I have it covered with a bandaid so it doesn't spread I have hsv 1 and my first and only ob that I know of was in oct and it was probably the worst expericance so much pain and discomfort and it was vaginally is it normal to have a minor ob somewhere so far from the original with thank god no problems in the original spot and has this happened to any one
  4. I had very bad pain only in my left side it started in my back then shot down to my leg at first it thought it wasn't h related then I noticed this I little fluid filled spot I've had this before with no pain but it was a lot bigger I treated like he because I didn't know what it was that to I was draining and again no pain so I thought maybe it wasn't h it went away with a week I think and now I have this horrible leg pain but that one spot doesn't hurt everything around it does and it's only one leg I'm feeling this in te past I've had leg pain with out a ob but ok both legs my right one is unaffected at all it's hard for me to go to a dr because I have no insurance and I only have one prescription of meds left so I rather save it for soemthinh worse any ideas how to heal it naturally if it's h and to answer the burning questions it could be symtoms but that doesn't mean your getting an outbreak it just means the virus is a Active when ever I feel that I stay taking precaution my best friend is tea tree oil when ever I feel leg pain I start applying it down below to help doth anything that may occur
  5. I already squeezed it out and no fluid has come back it looked like a small water blister now it's just a flat red circle
  6. No I just noticed that I have a bump on my leg that's smaller then the one I had last time I squeezed some whitish greenish pus came out with no pain I put some tea tree oil on with a bandaid and it was in that leg causing me pain the pain was in my knee for a few days so I wasn't sure if that was going to turn in to an ob I'm confused
  7. I saw that but it's on my inner tight and the back stating at my lower back and going to my knee and it almost feels like it's sleeping
  8. Hey everyone it's been a while I hope all is well I've had this weird leg pain in one leg since last night it actually kept me up most is the night it's on my left thigh and it goes from my upper thigh to my knee and it kind of feels like I have no circulation is this pain from he and is it possible it's only on one leg my other one feels perfect and I don't feel any other sign of a ob
  9. It's actually better I'm still taking the meds I'm going to finish the full dose of seven day pills which ends on weds I still don't know if it was an outbreak but I don't feel anything anymore no soreness I feel pretty normal now I never got any sores so idk what was going on I've used my 3 prescriptions my dr gave me and I'm not even sure if I used them on actual ob but I was scared and wanted to prevent anything from starting I'm worried they will not fill any more for me
  10. It looks like an open wound just a slice still no bumps or sores I'm on my meds and doing baths but I still don't feel anything in the bath I'm confused
  11. So since my last post I'm still so confused I'm sore to touch and when I use the bathroom it stings but nothing unbareable it's just annoying it's been a week tomorrow and no sores or pumps just a slice ear the bottom of my entrance lol sorry for the tmi and on the side of it I have like a irritated circle but it's flat I'm so confused cuz my first outbreak was a lot of sores and bumps and this is so different and I'm not complaining cuz I can sea with this is it's an ob and doesn't get worse I started taking my meds on weds and I've been using tea tree oil and taking baths with epson salts but I don't feel anything no stinging or anything so I'm just wondering if this has happened to anyone and will it get worse
  12. @wcsdancer2010 I did the bath but didn't feel anything is that normal I hear ppl saying that they feel stinging or anything but it didn't feel like anything
  13. It's about 8 months for me and I'm so confused at to if I'm getting a second outbreak no blisters just soreness that started after intercourse but it feels like I was ripped and I have like a little red slice that's bothering no bumps so I'm confused and no tingling either I had no sign of this it just started bothering me after intercourse I'm avoid any more until the pain goes away but I'm hoping blisters don't pop up :( I have hsv1 so is it a good sign that I haven't had an ob since my first and only 8 months ago ?
  14. I actually wore it after and it irritated it more I think but I'm not wearing them I actually stopped and only wear one if I don't want my panty line to show but no I am not in suppressive therapy but I do keep a prescription on hand just in case I've already went threw two bottles over the months after my initial ob just to stop anything I felt from turning in to one but idk if I should take them now I dont want to waste them if it's not an outbreak what should I do I've been putting tea tree oil and taking my lysine pill should I just wait it out or start taking meds
  15. So most of you already know I'm always jumping to conclusions about having an outbreak I guess it's cuz I'm so scared of actually going through it again well all the times I thought I was having one either it was so mild that I wasn't aware that it actually was an on or it really wasn't one to begin with I'm not sure but as of now my last known on was also my first which was in oct 2013 the week before I went to the Bahamas so you could just imagine how that romantic trip turned out :( but anyway me and my boyfriend had sex on Sunday and I felt like he ripped me sorry for all the tmi lol this has happened before and I have been sore ever since there are no bumps or sores it's just a little irritated where he entered like a scratch almost it's not extreme pain but I'm sore if I sit a certain way or when I use te bath room it's not pain either but I feel sore mess I also was wearing a thong the rest of Sunday and I noticed that it was irritating me on that spot do you guys think I'm having an ob? I can't go on vacation this summer so me and my boyfriend planned a trip to alantic city in two weeks and I really wanna make up for the Bahamas trip but I'm scared I'm gonna be in the same position.
  16. There's no sores or bumps it just feels irritated I'm wondering if I was using too much tea tree oil? It feels like razor burn it's weird
  17. Thank you and yes it does help a lot
  18. Hey guys sorry I have been Mia lately haven't been on here in a whole I've been so busy and feeling great honestly. I actually kind of forgot I had the big bad H for a while and it felt amazing but for the last few days I've been feeling kind of uncomfortable down there not tingling or anything like that just uncomfortable feeling like I have to pee more no painful pee but just the urge and just feeling irritated no leg pain up until today I have slight back pain and a little soreness all over my body I've been taking one med a day since I felt this on Sunday along with lysine and applying yea tree oil is there anything else I can do to prevent getting an out break I have no sores yet but I really don't think I can handle an other ob right now I feel like I jinxed myself my bestfriend asked me last week how I was doing with it and my response was great no problems at all and now I'm here kicking my self for feeling like that :(
  19. There's nothing to swob it's not draining anything it's just flat red skin now I popped what we it was and it doesn't hurt at all I've been putting tea tree oil and taking meds but it doesn't look any different
  20. So if you read my last few post then you know what's going for those who don't I basically found a bubble full of fluid on my lower tigh no where near my privates where my original on was I'm so confused anyway if was a perfectly round large bubble filled with fluid it didn't hurt at all I put a bandaid on it under my leggings so it wouldn't rub when I got home most of the fluid had already drained so I carefully drained out the rest again no pain at all I put tea tree oil on it and some abreva and again no pain I've been keeping a bandaid on it so it does not rub or spread on anything I'm treating as an ob but I'm still not sure what it is that's the only thing I can think out I also put some peroxide on it before and it bubbles very little an in seconds it stopped after I popped it the other day I've had this flat circle od dark red skin the size of a pea and I keep apply yea tree oil and abreva and still no pain I don't we realize it's there I'm just so conscious of it but freaking out cuz how could I have gotten a single ob ( just one bump) so far away from my original OB am I gonna start randomly breaking out in random places on my body ? I was under the impression I would always get it where it started and this is not next to it I'm so confused I'm going crazy an I'm scared that randomly there gonna just pop up all over me
  21. It wasn't a thick pus it was more of a greenish fluid like
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