Having a bad day...

[MissGuided]

I just need to vent it out for a few. I’m going in, this Friday, for 7 week post exposure blood work. I know something is wrong with my body, and it’s  just a matter of time until it shows up in my labs. The last 7 weeks have been absolutely awful, I am not one that waits patiently. It’s consumed me. Mostly, I miss my vagina feeling like normal. All the random aches and pains have me so stressed out, all the time. If it wasn’t so uncomfortable down there, I feel like I would be a lot better, mentally, while waiting, but it doesn’t feel good. Doesn’t help that I have had a back to back BV infection the last month either. While I haven’t had any lesions, I’ve had an achey right inner thigh, and a spot on the front of my downstairs area, that is tender if pressed, and not seeming to get any better after over a weeks time. 

 

Bla. Just Bla. 

I cried today, for the first time in a few weeks. I feel like such a mess. I can’t concentrate on anything, anymore. It’s just Bla. 

 

My my heart hurts and I can’t stop with the woe is me, right now. 

Anybody out there? Could use some back and forth chatter. 

[Michgirl73]

2 hours ago, MissGuided said:

I just need to vent it out for a few. I’m going in, this Friday, for 7 week post exposure blood work. I know something is wrong with my body, and it’s  just a matter of time until it shows up in my labs. The last 7 weeks have been absolutely awful, I am not one that waits patiently. It’s consumed me. Mostly, I miss my vagina feeling like normal. All the random aches and pains have me so stressed out, all the time. If it wasn’t so uncomfortable down there, I feel like I would be a lot better, mentally, while waiting, but it doesn’t feel good. Doesn’t help that I have had a back to back BV infection the last month either. While I haven’t had any lesions, I’ve had an achey right inner thigh, and a spot on the front of my downstairs area, that is tender if pressed, and not seeming to get any better after over a weeks time. 

 

Bla. Just Bla. 

I cried today, for the first time in a few weeks. I feel like such a mess. I can’t concentrate on anything, anymore. It’s just Bla. 

 

My my heart hurts and I can’t stop with the woe is me, right now. 

Anybody out there? Could use some back and forth chatter. 

I’m sorry your feeling down today. I totally understand, I wish this wasn’t my nightmare too! I had a BV infection and had to do back to back medication.. still don’t feel 100% I got a few more days of my medication but I just want be normal again to.. I don’t think it’s ever possible anymore. I keep taking all kinds of supplements and I’m super depressed I need something probably to deal with it.. I just wish this never happened to me! I hate myself mostly for trusting someone who I thought cared about me. I can only pray that it gets better in time.