Jenn88

You are not alone... I was diagnosed a month ago am just getting over my second out break now. I feel dirty.Sad, depressed.//. The days I had no outbreak I honestly forgot I even had it. Until it cane back Thursday. I’ve made an appointment with a new gyno and I will also be seeing an infectious disease specialist: Not knowing who it came from or how long I’ve had it my doctor said i could of had it for years Its not always easy. Today I woke up depressed. I was sad that I woke up I wanted my lily life to be over but I’m hoping this will b my last OB.

Thank you. I’m still having a hard time accepting. Im going to a gyno for a second opinion and to an infectious disease doctor

II am totally freaking out I was diagnosed hsv2.... can I transmit by touching? Like if I hug or kiss my kids? I am so scared and nervous now about this. how exactly do You transmit the virus?

I’m getting over my second outbreak in a month of just finding out my diagnosis.... today u woke up depressed.... just really said I can’t eiebe this is my life. I hate that I woke up this morning.... I feel so contagious I’m scared to b around people. I am scared if I kiss my kids I’ll pass it on to them I don’t know what to do

I am trying to cope.... this morning I woke up extremely depressed. I seriously Can’t beliebe this is my life. I have kids and I’m scare to kiss them and touch them now bc of this

I am the same way/ I have always been in love with the idea of being in love and now I don’t l Know. I feel like I can’t go on a dating app bc I’m looking for a normal guy to what? Infect? That’s how I feel ppl will look at me

Not for me that’s all I have. I have no pain or irritation so it wasn’t for the actual bumps I would t even k ow anything was going on but bc I’m paranoid I look down there everyday. I’m not In pain, no irritation, nothing I e been taking valtrex since Friday and it still looks the same not better not worse

How long ago were u diagnoses if You don’t mind me asking? I haven’t. I’m not really liking my doctor so I’m actually going to switch to another gyn that I used to go to before. truth is I honestly don’t know if I’m having an outbreak or not bc the slightest feeling and I go into panic mode

For girls on here.... have u experienced spotting as a symptom? This is my second outbreak in a month and I have spotted with each outbreak..... curious if this has happened to anyone else ?

I’ve kind of been wondering the same thing.... like how do u tell someone? Anyone? I’ve really thought about not dating at all honestly. but there is this guy I am I love wirh he is literally my best friend we used to sleep together we called it off a few months before I found out I had H. He is literally The only person I want to be with and I’m scared if I tell him we won’t be friends or worse he worh start to think maybe I gave him something

I have what I believe is an outbreak. I have a bump that looks like a pimple and 3 others under it(in a row) the first one has a white top but the other 3 are just red looks like irritation dots I’ve been take valtrex 1g since Friday.... how long before the meds work? Should it be going away by now? I don’t or haven’t had any other symptoms aside from that. No irritation no burning no itching ..... nothing

Is it weird though to sometimes forget you even have H? This is my 2nd our break since my 3 week diagnosis.... I believe I brought the second one due to emotional stress bc I was crying my eyes out all week. But I don’t or I haven’t I should say had symptoms other than 1 blister for the OB....

Growing up my mom was very strict and we were taught that well only people who sleep around get diseases. So now I feel slutty and dirty bc of what we were taught to believe growing up. Even now when we go out and a guy Emmy friend knows is at the bar they all say oh look it’s John the guy with the herpes and they all make faces. I showered and scrubbed a million times the day I found out. I’ve only told one person and she has been super supportive. I won’t dare tell my parents or my other friends bc I’ve seen how they talk about that guy. I feel like no one is gonna wanna b with me bc I feel damaged, ruined. I mean who would wanna take a risk of possibly getting infected? I honestly don’t even know when or who I got this from. I had my first On 3 weeks ago and that’s how I found out. I had no symptoms other then the ONE lesion. Had it not been for me seeing that I never would have known

I don’t as just diagnosed about 3 weeks ago and I am completely numb. I’m scared, nervous, anxious, depressed. I feel extremely extremely dirty. I constantly shower. I’m scared I’ll be alone and I’ll always be rejected. Don’t know how to cope