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@wcsdancer2010 I'll definitely give those a try. I love cranberry juice. I was actually drinking some to help with the symptoms. I woke up still irritated down below. I wonder if I have some sort of . I guess I'll have to make an actual appointment. I do know I've actually felt a burning feeling in my tailbone that I've never felt before. So that is definitely the strongest prodome I've ever felt. This throbbing on my clitoris is driving me insane..

@wcsdancwr2010 I'm currently taking Azo pills for urinary pain relief. Are the cranberry extract pills?? I'm Soooo relieved!!! I'm willing to use anything to that can help with this issue

@whitedaises you're right. I need to let life take its course. He is being very patient with me and I need to be more appreciative of that

I just got the call from my Dr I have a uti can't wait to start meds. Just wanted to share with you all since you've been so supportive. Thank you again

@whitedaiaes I'm grateful I have him but I feel that it won't last because of the lack of . It just seems like there is a disconnect.but he says it's in my mind. And it may be since my mind is all over the place. Im hoping I find a condom that works. I'm ordering the female condom so I have it for the next time I have sex.

@Wcsdancer2010 I sure will once I find the courage to have sex again. :-) @whitedaiaes I really hope so because this is so emotionally draining. I'm not myself at all

@wcsdancer2010 I've been reading a lot about on here. I'm going to go online and order some. Fingers crossed they work work for me. Thank you again

@whitedaiaes it's like a big slap in the the face! I made a appointment to speak with a therapist. I'm hoping that will help. Because when I have pain like this I want to DIE

@wcsdancer2010 I believe that it was brought on my the dang condom. my vagina is sooooo sensative I hope I can try and find one I can actually use. I'm feeling so defeated today. I'm usually OK until some type of symptom pops up. And then here comes my depression again.. You always give it the most honest and encorageing advice. thank you

Thank you @girlnamedhope I'm hoping sooner than later..

I'm in the worst pain ever! I feel like I have the worst Uti ever! I called my Dr and she put in a urine test that I have to do once I get off work. I took one of the over the counter meds to help with the Utis and it helped until I sat down in my chair. at that point I felt pressure and pain. I don't have any any blisters and I'm pretty freakin down right now. I'm not going to get able to to deal with this. All I feel is burning and throbbing. Ughhh I'm guessing I'll never to have sex again since that's what brought this on. Sorry for babbling I just needed to vent.

@ivoryrain you have that right. I m pretty down today just because of everything going on. I will definitely keep in contact with you since we have a few things in common when it comes to H as well as our latex sensivity. Thank you I just can't wait to get over this hump

@ivoryrain thank you for all the feedback it has helped a lot

@WCSDancer2010 does antivirals decrease the antibodies your body makes to naturally fight the virus?

@ivoryrain yes, I am allergic to latex and extremely sensitive in my vaginal area. The condom I used is made of polyisoprene I'm going to try the polyurethane one's and see how they work. Have you been tried the condom fc2 condom? Im definitely willing to give it a try. Now I have a bladder/uti infection or that's what I think it is it could be the hsv. I need to make a doctors appointment and get checked. Today is not a good day day

@WCSDancer2010 OK being that it was after puts me a little at ease. I believe the peeling is from the condom. It's crazy bbecause when I had sex in December I used a latex condom andi was extremely irritated and then had my 1st ob. What other non latex protection is out there?

So I had sex last night and this morning and I noticed a small dot like cut where I've got one before. I'm wondering if this is an ob or just a tear from being kind of dry. also since I'm sensative to latex I used the skyn brand condoms and those seem to irritate me as well. I noticed what seems to be skin peeling on the inside of my vagina where the skin folds. Is this an ob or from the condom irritation? This is what I was worried about :-(

@wcsdancr2010 yes I respect him to make his own choices. You're right I can only do my part to keep him protected. I really appreciate you being so open and blunt with me you have helped me so much since I started coming out to this site. I'm :-) @whitedaisies thank you! I'm glad that I have him to support me as well. I'm definitely going to try and relax and let time take its course. Thank you for for your feedback

@wcsdancer2010 you're right!! I just had another talk with him and he's is aware of the risk. I'm more worried than he is at this point. He said if it happens it could be worse. I'm trying to get over feeling like I'm a walking virus. I know everything takes time

@Darein77 I take acyclovir as well and I've been getting small bump like pimples with no head on my jaw line as well as under my ear. I'm A 34yo female with pretty clear skin so this has only started once I started taking the medicine

@WCSDancer2010 I completely understand what you're saying I would just feel awful if I was to pass this to him. As it is a we were doing some crazy position and the condom came off. I immediately got a rag with soap and water and cleaned him up. so now I'm super nervous. @whitedaisies I'm hoping time helps with this. If I do figure out anything helpful I will definitely pass it along. I'm also nervous that I'll get a ob due to having sex. this whole situation is overwhelming

Will I ever get over being nervous about having sex?? Now that I'm talking about having sex with my partner I'm starting to trip and swear I'm feeling things down below OMG! My partner has not been tested yet but I believe he's H-.. I'm on antivirals and plan to use protection but I'm so nervous. I how do I get over this fear of possibly infecting him?

Wow!! That's was a great read.. this definitely opened my eyes

Thank you everyone for responding. Since I'm on suppressive therapy maybe that will help.

@fitgirl you know what you're right. I haven't had a drink either since my diagnosis just out of fear. I've been letting my diagnosis hold me back From doing things.