A million and one things. p1

[Amillionthings]

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[Lil_pika03]

You know, I was like you. Ignorant to what I saw. I saw it a single scab at that and I asked what it was he told me it was from masterbating. He was my bf, why would he lie. Turns out he was never diagnosed until I confronted him in tears. So your not alone. Yes like you I constantly think of that day. I have no regret from it, because I don't want to carry that burden of what I should have done. Its done. It hurts at times, but it's here to stay. I Im not done reading yet but I wanted youto know that you aren't alone.

(Hugs)

[Amillionthings]

Thankyou so much. Oh maaan...i wrote so much...you may fall asleep by the time you get to the end! ;)...im so sorry he lied to you. I hope i can let go of this burden like you, youre a strong person :)...hugs back :)

[kitcattat]

I wanted to say that I was like the both of you too. Except his was on his lip, and I was like oh thats definitely a cold sore. But didnt put two and two together when I let him go down on me. Like oh I can get herpes from a coldsore...even though I knew. I feel like herpes is so tricky since it looks pretty much like a zit or an ingrown hair or a number of things. And i remember always thinking before that oh ill be able to recognize if someone has an std or theyll tell me. Until I got herpes I didnt realize how very wrong I was...and I know im not the only one who thought/thinks that way which is so scary.

[Amillionthings]

You definitely are not the only one....you post has helped me to see that I'm not too. Thankyou :)..it's nice to know we're not alone. xx