Poem: "To Him"

[nic4897]

Incessant poetry writing night... sharing. Sorry for the darkness.

 

To Him

It hurts. I’m brought to a place I wished never existed. It’s real. The pain. Knowing someone you thought was a savior is a fallacy. People lie here. This world is not without sin and isn’t forgiven on this plane. I once thought the after life was in your embrace. I am reminded each day that it was not. I’m forgotten. Thrown aside, manipulated. The happiness I thought you found in me was constructed. I believed. Lessons. Soul mates. You are a part of me always but not the part I want to remember. I wish I could forget. I wish to be forgiven. Here.

 

[WCSDancer2010]

So sorry Nic... but now you are open again for the right "Him" to come along :(

 

(((HUGS)))

[nic4897]

Awww Thanks, Dancer. I'm actually ok. This was actually about the person who gave it to me years ago. A childish poem for sure but last night it hit the spot. :)

[WCSDancer2010]

"Knowing someone you thought was a savior is a fallacy. "

 

This just reminded me of a book called "There is No Prince". Its really good. I need to go get a copy of it (I had borrowed it when I read it) and read it again...

 

[WCSDancer2010]

Disney has a LOT to answer for .... all those stories we were raised on about a Knight in Shining Armor coming along to save us... utter and complete CRAP! #1, we don't NEED to be saved and #2, they often have more baggage and insecurities than we do.... LOL

[thisisgoingtobeokay (previ]

Well this describes exactly how I viewed the guy who gave it to me. Very nicely put.