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I teach school and the summer is approaching. Its really my worst time because I have alot of time on my hands to just think. One summer I lost 30 pounds in a month from worrying.

@seastar are you a male or female. I havent read alot on your post but in case I need to ask you a few questions.

@seastar, I agree but it seems like once I start to get over the thought it slaps me in the face again. I'm going to go home and rest. I pray that it doesnt get any worst and it doesn't last too long.

@lifegoeson I feel the same way. I hate that thought. I was having a good couple of weeks and now I'm having an outbreak. My life sucks.

Just when I had gotten over my depression I'm starting to having an outbreak. It never fells, I will never be happy again. Had sex two days ago, monthly gave on yesterday, outbreak today. I see the blisters forming on my vagina. I'm so sick of this. How do you all deal with it?

@seastar - do you take suppressive daily

Mine goes and comes. My burning sensation is mostly when my nerves are on the edge or it may just be in my mind. I really don't know. I just hate this for all of us.

Yes, I have the burning sensations in my upper back and on my arms. My dr told me it had nothing to do with herpes but now I see other people have the same thing so maybe it does. She told me it was because of anexity. My head often hurts but no ringing in the ears.

@seven214 if you find the answer I want to know as well. I have both and want to perform oral on my husband but I'm scared

@funnygirl is your burning sensation inside inside your vagina. I am in my 40's I have trying to get a grip on what I need to do.

I am a 40 year old female. I've been disgnosed with HSV 1 and 2. It's been really hard on me. I am married but my husband doesn't have it well I don't guess. He doesn't even want to talk about it because his dr told him that unless he saw signs not to do . I am too ashamed to tell my family and friends and I'm really reaching out to a married person with kids. I have two young boys and I feel as though I have let them down. I have always pressed them to make straight A's but at the point I don't feel like I can have them be their best when I was at my worst. The part that hurts me so is that I never slept with guy we had skin contact and he did oral on me so I'm really confused is whether I got it from him or not because I should not have HSV1 unless I gave it to my husband and when I did oral on him I got it then. I just don't know. I'm just truly lost right not. I just need someone to help me out. I have been on this post for weeks but my mind set is still off. I have good days and I have bad days. I talked to my nurse practioner and she was very sweet about it. I felt better but then now I'm back to my depression stage. I hate my husband and I split up and I saw this guy for one time and now we are back together and years later, I have this. Some days I feel like dying but I know the insurance wont cover killing my self. I have starting seeing a counselor. I have not opened up to her yet but I am planning on the next visit. I just can understand my stupidity and how it has torn my life apart. I use to have a very bad burning sensation in my body but my nurse said it was my nerves and had nothing to do with the virus. I am on anxiety and depression medicine and getting ready to start seeing a psychiatrist. I went to out of town this weekend and thought about falling off the balcony of my hotel so it would be accidental. I have so many mixed emotions going on till I don't know what to do. I'm so afraid of getting sores on my mouth and I'm tried of burning even though it doesnt sting when I pee. I go to bed a night thinking about it wake up thinking about it. The one thing this has taught me is to educate my boys because anyone looks at me would never think I have herpes. I'm a very pretty lady educated with a nice home my husband and I have 2 cars and 2 trucks. I have everything in life that I could possible want but peace and happiness. This has also bought me closer to God. I believe thats why I'm still here because God won't allow me the power to go to hell for killing myself. I'm just asking for everyone to pray for me. I know some on here are stronger than others but I am one of the week one. I'm afraid to take the medicine because the one time I went in for itching i took the medicine then a blister came so the next two times I just used an A&D vitamin cream and it went away in a week. Anyway I just had to vent this morning. Everyone have a great day.

Yes I know. I just pray it doesn’t get worst

Thanks I want My husband to use a condom because I dobt Want him to get it! We never have sex when I have anything present! I have Never had blisters only a liaison about every six months in the same spot! My bigger problem is the irritation! I’m going to start taking lysine daily to see if that will help! I try to talk to someone daily because my nerves are bad! I have Aniexty and depression

I wake up every morning and the first thing that comes to my mind is that I hsve Herpes! Why me lord why me!! I had a great life but me being stupid for 30 minutes has caused me a life time of pain’. My hair has fallen out from stress! I have Let me kids school work drop! I go To work come home take some pills to sleep and go to bed! I have no one to take too! I have told my husband and he just bushes it off! I told him to leave. It’s been two years and I cant Shake this! When does it get better?? It’s not as much the breakout that’s bothering me but the mental stage! I think I just Got over an outbreak I was Burning for a month! Well I didnt Feel when I urinated but I knew It was there! I had A phobia of taking pills so I’m afraid to take the daily suppressive. What can I do? I want To go in a while and never come out. Lord I had been faithful to my husband for 12 years and foreplay with another man has ruined my life. I have been given aniexty and depression medicine but I’m scared to take any medicine

I know My hair loss was from stress

You need to go to the dr! It may not be h but something else

What is prodome symptoms

Wow I guess This is the post I’ve been searching for! My vagina has been burning for weeks now so I guess this is a outbreak! I’m going to get on some medicine because I’ve never taken any before! My back and arm was burning as well but the dr said it’s not Herpes related but I think It is as well. It’s just hard to deal with

@gautogirl we can truly relate the same thing happen to me! My husband is the only one that knows. We hardly discuss it and it just hurt that I let Him and my kids down! I dont Know anyone who has it either! It really sucks but one thing I’m going to make sure my boys know that STD can be gotten without even having sex! I didn’t even have sex with the guy and caught.

OMG this is where I am right now!! I got a 5 day dose but nothing has helped me! I tried yeast cream to but burning is awful

I’m in you situation. This morning I feel Awful like dying! I have A constant burning feeling and don’t want to get on meds but I guess I’m at no other choice right now. I’ve never had major outbreaks so that’s why I reslly don’t wsnt to do the daily medicine

You are probably worrying and stressing for nothing

Thank you! I’m married and have been for 12 years but during our break up I was with any guy and I guess the part that hurts so is that I didnt Even sleep with him but oral and he did fore play! I told my husband and he’s been very supportive and I’ve tried to get him to use condomns but he won’t. It’s hard because days like today I want to just die! I’ve started going to a therapist because depression and anxiety is getting worst

Sorry for the mistakes my nerves are really bad today

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