For the last two days my world has been turned upside down again! I had Just gotten to the point in my life where having hsv2 wasn’t a bother any more who I has An ob. ! I actually made it through my last ob with crying a day! Now I’m at the point again where I cant Stop crying! One my life gets on track it falls apart again! I guess My lack of knowledge is my own fault. I dudnt realize I could get HSV1 in the mouth from oral sex. I was Thinking that one I had 2 I didn’t have to worry about 1. I was Thinking that you got in the mouth from kissing! If I’m wrong someone help me! Make a long story short! I performed Oral sex on my husband Sunday night! I got up Monday month was burning now today my lips are burning and the inside of my mouth! Most people would say 1 is better but having cold sores on my lips I can’t deal! I really think this is my breaking point. I can’t go through the any more! I’ve cried and cried but I just Can’t take life any more! I dont See how you guys who’ve had it so long live through it! I’m going to make myself have a car wreck so my family won’t have to deal with ideal if me milking myself!