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OMG ! Hahahahaha. You are not awarded the dummy award.. But I am sure i would much rather have it anywhere but my genitals !

We are in control of our brains ! We go as far as we let our brains take is. If we keep worrying, then we will always worry. I used to always ask myself. " How can I stop being upset?" or "Why am I always so stressed?" It was only because I was as stressed and as upset as I let myself be. I started looking in the good of every situation. (: Klopz You know you have came a long way girl ! I am so happy for you.

-big hugs.- You are awesome ((:

Thank you ! After I did my interview with Adrial I was able to disclose it with people. I mean it is what it is. It is apart of life. I am positive about it, and now other people are positive, and I am able to tell them the truth about Herpes. I am able to teach others. Every time I learn something new, I teach others.

This is very good. Thanks for giving me these links. I started to look up menstrual cramps and I am learning a lot of things about them. ((: Thank you ! -hugs-

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Yeah mine didn't come out until I had the flu.. Then I got sick again 3 weeks later and bam another OB.

@Simplyme24 Me too !

OMG.. Yeah the shot I got was to prevent cancer.. I heard that most people get HPV at some point in there life, but I never thought there was over 100 strains.. That kind of scares me, but just like this or anything else you do its a chance.. My doctor has never said I have had an abnormal pap.. But that was how he found out that I had a cyst in my ovary. I really need to get educated more myself.

Exactly. Go to a lawyer, because that is not fair.

Yeah. That's why I have started working out and have been working on everything I need to do to get ready for an all natural birth.. because I dont even want an epidural. I want to have the muscles ready, when I do have kids.

Awwwh. I am a huge believer in signs also. I just didn't realize that the CH sign was big enough. "At least I can get rid of it." I remember saying that all the time, but now I realize I was just lucky to be able to get rid of it, but that is was more harmful than I thought it was.. That it could turn into something worse if it was untreated. I am glad the CH came back negative this time. Even though I came back positive with this.. It was a working process. It was a lesson learned. It was like.. " Hey stop being so stupid and use a condom and be careful." Lolol. Like Dancer always says. (: It is your wing man. I know it was mine.. I am glad I have you in my life also. (: All of you. :3

My friend said she doesn't have any OB's, but they are putting her on Acyclovir the last 2 months so that she doesn't have a potential one and so she can have a natural birth.

I take 800 mg 2x a day to start off with. My doctor told me to keep track out my OB's so that if I needed it, I could get a higher dosage.

I never will. :D

My mom had to have a C-section because of it.. My mom had a really bad OB though when she was getting ready to deliver me.. I want to deliver naturally.. COMPLETELY NATURAL AND DRUG FREE. :D

Lmao ! Thanks Herry. That made me laugh " The Dolly Parton of the group." God I love that lady ! (: A lot of people don't like that I am straight forward and blunt, but whatever that isn't going to change. I don't know anything different. I just say it as I see it.

OMG. I was googling pictures of herpes. /: Noooopeee That was the worst. It seemed like they only had the worst case pictures up there.

The yeast infection could have brought on the symptons because of the stress that it was bringing on your body. Also the different balances of yeast and bacteria can bring it on also. There are so many different possibilities.

Yeah I actually thought mine was a cyst.. I was reading that if it was just one bump then it is most likely a cyst.. I even asked my mom and she asked me what my symptons were and she was like " NO that is not herpes, Herpes feel different." I went to the doctor anyways because of my boyfriend... I had a gut feeling it was, but I was hoping it was something else. I talked to my dad about it on the way to the doctor how I thought I might have herpes.. && he was there for me, and he was able to tell me that if it is, I would still find a good mad.. But even the doctor lady said it is probably a cyst that was underneath the skin. Well I was wrong and so was she.

Yes. Now I am ready ! I am over self gratification. It isn't the same as being with someone who is someone that I could see myself being with for the rest of my life.

Oh my gosh, if I could write a lot I would.. But sometimes I feel like " No one is going to read all this stuff. " Lololol. I love Novel writers, it gives me a lot of perspective !

Yeah I had a sepperate doctor than my own. I could feel the bumps down there and the whole time she was like " I don't see anything." I said obviously there is something down there, because I can feel the little things.. I was making it specific that I WANT MY DR. The doctor that I had my whole entire life. He was my first everything, but she took me down to get my blood tested for Herpes specifically and told me that I should get tested for everything else just so I know.. I got the Gardisal shot, but I know that there is still a chance of me getting it. I was just irritated when the lady called me telling me THAT I WAS NEGATIVE FOR EVERYTHING.. Then I looked at my tests on My Chart.. && I saw Pos for HSV-2... Okay first off how did you miss that? How did you tell me neg for everything. I was so mad !

You know that reminds me of when I go to my parties. That I help host and dance. Once i am on that dance floor. I am stomping my heart out. For that moment all of us on that floor are connected, are one. We share this happiness, our sadness, this moment ! That we know in the end of it all that we are going to be okay !

I was reading some stats in Washington state where I live and we have the Highest rate for Chlamydea and Herpes.. I am guessing it is because we are a lot more liberal here. I got the preventive care for HPV.. I only know one person with HPV and they were born with it.