victoriaxxx

I am loling. at everything today D:

Yeah.. Thinking about it there will always be a chance that you will pass it on. && it was scary thinking about it at first.. But that is why I disclose to my partner so if he does get it... At least he already knew ! Lol.

I want to say that they are kind of uninformed when they are saying "herpes is herpes" because the thing is HSV-2 is harder to get orally, and HSV-1 is oral herpes !! So then you would have a harder time getting down orally. Lol. Don't look at those photos on google ! They are horrifying D: That is all I have to say.

Lol.. So I could still possibly autoinnoculate another part of my body ?

((: I love being here and supporting others. && when I am down and in the dumps they are here to support me also. I love my family I created !

(: You guys are great !!! && btw Herpes does make me stronger !

We are definitely going to BEAT THE BRONCOS ! 8D Go HAWKS. I was soooo nervous for my team... I thought the whiners were going to beat us, but my boys pulled through in the second half. GO SEAHAWKS. <3 See you at the super bowl !

@Bookworm21 you just made me laugh giiirll.

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I am happy for you ! I know I sure was happy when everything else came back negative. -happy dance with bookworm-

Thank you for your story. This is a lot too take in. I think what will come to my future.. But like you said "I will be courageous. " Every day is having more courage than the day before. Living my life with no worries, even though they are always there. Thank you.

((: This is awesome. ! Not a jackass whisperer.. I am going to remember this all day now. Hi I am victoria btw. (:

Lmao. I don't even know about statistics that much.. && I knew that. && You do need to take a rish in life !!! I hate the stigma in herpes.. But I have a lot of friends now who are here for me and supporting me and my herpes. (: You can also. !

I am reading this.

Lololol.. I was just wondering.

My boyfriend talked to me about tantric sex last night also..

Oh.. No I wanted to ask a question if anyone has used a swing... but thats kinda embarassing.

Can't read it unless you are a memeber.

Yes I do have a H- partner. He has been there for me since I found out about my HSV. He has been very very supportive. He is helping me find out more information. He tells me new stuff that he learns about, and I tell him stuff that I find out. He was there for me through the mental battle also. He loves me for me.. I will tell you he did look up HSV when I found out. He told me to talk about it when I was calm.. && he said "Don't warp it into your brain that I don't want you, because I want you more than you can understand." He even told me he wants me even more now because I was honest with him.. He said I couldn't even imagine being in your shoes, because that is hard to tell someone, but he respects me even more now. (: I love my H- partner.

Yeah my birth control pills work fine. I am on seasonale and at first I thought it would not help because of the "silent period" but in the end I don't get as much pain and stress on my body as my normal period. Which is the reason I am on this type in the first place, because I would miss school and everything because of my periods.

Your welcome.

Yeah I know how that feels. It was harsh. I was upset, but what can you do ? I just told them that it is what it is.. and if they need someone to talk to I will be here.

@Stuckinarut This is a great place to come to help get mentally prepared for what you are about to do. (: I am glad that you were able to reach out to us. I know this will drive me crazy if I don't get it out That is why I told my boyfriend right away. I wasn't able to hold it in.. He is all the way across the country, and I am moving to him. I didn't want him to think everything was going fine, and I also didn't want to build myself up just to lose him.. "If you are going to leave me, then leave me now so I don't have anything to hold on to." Though, I don't suggest you go about it the way I did. I suggest that you find positive ways to look at your herpes.. Tell him that you are fine with your herpes and hopefully that he can be also. Just tell him how you feel.. Also try not to have a negative tone when you are talking about it because most people will feel the way that you put out.

@JustSmile My mother an addict also. A lot of people an addict.. I saw them losing themselves, and I haven't lost myself yet.. I wanted to be that person they could come to and lead by example.. I agree I look up to Herry and Dancer soo much. They help me every day grow and reading their posts and their experience. Helps us all.

I agree I am sorry if I came off kind of rude.. I had so many emotions going through me.